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10 April 2005
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why d0 y0u l0ve in dahh fers place?when y0u cant remain faithful..? deres n0 nid t0 fall in lurfee when all y0u d0 is pretend whenn y0ur heart gets b0red, y0u'll turn ard. leave her f0r an0ther and never turn back. t0day. typical sunday. b0ring. sleepy. w0rk day. everi0ne, w0rking thier ass t0 finish up thier w0rk. deadline c0ming s0on and stuff. but n0t miie, im dahh typical guai kia. hees. i d0 my w0rk. earli in d m0rnin t0dae. yeshh. i did. l0ls. anyway, yesterday. was kiinda cool. i g0t readii. c0s meetin ernie and yani t0 watch samara. in d end, fav kol me. told me dat yani arn ernie jux reached d airp0rt. s0 its either they'll b late, 0r dey w0n bb able t0 c0me. i wasnt sho pissed 0ff. its 0kie. but wad made miie pissed 0f was d fact dat fav alreadi left d hse, t0 mit me den he lied t0 his m0m. sayinn he has s0ccer. which he dus. but later d evening. s0 he lied f0r n0tiink. he s0unded s0 guilty n sad 0ver d ph0ne. s0 i g0t pissed 0ff. k0l ernie and yani. dey asked mie t0 meet hiim, den dn0 la. hang 0ut. when dey finish den dey meet us. aniwae, i went t0 mit him and we sat and chaatted. den he had t0 g0 f0r s0ccer and i b0arded d bus to meet ern n yani waiited at d int, like and idi0t. f0r ard 2o mins. dey didnt c0me. k0l. den dey at tanah merah mrt stati0n. s0 i waited at d mrt stati0n. f0r an0ther 2o mins 0bserving people at d int. g0t pissed 0ff when i saw dem. imagine hu i saw? nurrein. psst. she was bein her usual self. sh0 cheery t0wards me arn stuff. wad d? all d wae t0 d tam mall, i shhudup. didnt t0k. den dey suddenli went t0 d 4th fl0or. den my tears dro0ped. cudnt stand seeing her dere. recalling everitink dat happened. ernie t0ked t0 me. i dno. its like... c0s 0f her.. 0one beautiful frenship was g0ne. yeah. i saw his true c0lours tru her, but.. d frenship was g0ne. wadeva happens in d future, i can nvr get bac dat frenship b0nd, 0nce created by b0th 0f us. s0metink i treasure s0 greatly, g0ne just like dat. ~po0f.. damnn. i hate herr laaa. den i was quiet all d tym. den dey went t0 take pix. sh0, i didnt wanna b d x-tra 0ne dere, s0 i didnt wanna tak pic wid dem. den ii went t0 preci0us t0ts, l0oked thru d cards. s0me realli t0uched maii heart. s0me brought bac mem0ries. s0me were farni. den ernie called me 0n maii ph0ne. s0 i went 0ff t0 meet dem. den yani said she n0t watchin wid us. ~fine! it was like, it was supp0sed to b yani, ernie and me.. den yani n0t g0ing. fine. fine. wadeeva. s0.. i and ern went t0 find a m0vie t0 watch. samara was ard 7 pluss. s0 it was t00 late. den we went t0 watch pacifier. it was c0ol.. nice sh0w. farnii. and s0me parts were shweet. d s0n. was kyutte. wahahs. den. maii m0od lighten. so i and ernie went t0 take phot0s. den went t0 eat. went h0mee. 0h yeaah. received two0 msg-es fr0m hiim :( yeaah. dey were n0ice msg-es. likee i miss y0u.. but. i wudnt wanna fall agaiinn. as happie as i was. i w0ke myself up t0 reality. i fell 0nce. and it was enuf. i g0t up. all mai eff0rt. and ii w0n fall back s0 easily. friidae. sp0rts dae. it was kinda. sl0w. like. errrm. mercury dydnt reli cheer. i was.. like.. eww. de spirit died. dere n den. de juni0rs.. i dn0 la. zhenxu was reli tired. pity him sia. see him run. yeaa. he was fun. but it t0ok up all his energy. he asked me t0 tell ms chia dat he cudnt run. s0 0ff i went. i wasnt t0o pleased wiid hizam. damn. hate him la. wahlao. i don wanna rub int0 d details la. den venus w0n. damn. im so likee. g0nna b chided by mr ng. c0s i t0ld him dat.. he wudnt win. f0r sure. n0w, s0me0ne's head is g0nna b s0 bl0atted. iim s0 deaddd. he'll b laughing at me all d while. arrr.! nvmm. dere's 0lweas nxt yr! hees. den went 0ff. zyla bdae. s0 she wanted t0 treat us. i walked wid ernie and favian fers. den dey walked me t0 tm. den we went t0 eat. ira and i t00k phot0s in pizza hut while khai, syah and zyla went t0 d t0ilet. hahas. d waiters dere r farni l0t. l0ls. l0ts 0f fun. we were n0isy. *as usual.* l0ls. den i sab0 zyla n khai. hees.! =P iraa tk kena.. tkperr.! den went take ph0tos. turned 0ut great. lurbe it. went hme wid iraa. yeshh. on thursdae. g0t t0 n0e s0me stuff. after all dis while, n0w den ii n0e. i shud hav kept mai distance. i shudnt hab g0t t0o cl0se. but, pple jus d0n seem t0 rec0ngnize my eff0rt. wh0 was d 0ne hu st0od up f0r her while dey were figthing? wh0 was d 0ne hu assured her dat he still l0ves her? wh0 was d 0ne, wh0 wanted badly t0 see them bac t0gedha? wh0 was d 0ne hu wanted b0th 0f dem t0 express demself, n0t wanting each 0f dem t0 live apart fr0m each 0therr..? wh0 was d 0ne hu t0t him, h0w t0 please her? wh0 was d 0ne.. hu wanted her and him t0 patch? nvm den. mabbie time will tell. whether, all dis while, hu was d one hu was tellin d truth, who was d one hhu was lyin. who is d guilty 0ne. who is d 0ne, hu truly cared. time will tell. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
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